thick and complicated

Damn
did you feel that.
There it is again.
What is that,
is it you?
It must be you.
There you are.
Over there.
way across this
complicated thick room.
Is that the way you
feel when you look at me?
Was that the rush of
blood your heart pushed
to your...
R you in my head?
Or is that the martini?
Can you feel that?
Don't look into me
just see me.
Don't entice me
seduce me.
Will you take your eyes off me
or consume me?
For the rest of the night just choose me.
Come speak, touch, meld, lust, dance, drink, love with me.
This heat, this excruciating aphrodisia
is drenching my boy shorts.
Do something,
not abstain.
Do something,
just don't refrain.
You leer
an i marvel.
We lust shamelessly
from across this thick
complicated room.

Epiphane 2009

Loving U

Loving u should feel like
breathing mountain air
and sipping spring water,
from the source.

cool, refreshing, clean, euphoric

Instead its like drinking a thick milkshake
through a thin straw,
a lot of work for a little reward.

Loving u should be like
flying a kite
and belly dancing
with live music.

joyful, breathtaking, beautiful, fresh

Instead its like the US economy
according to Picasso,
a work in progress.

Loving u should be like
a professional massage
and walking barefoot
on sand.

blissful, relaxing, reflective, sexy

Instead its like running through neighborhoods
full of boarded up houses,
strange, sad and bad form.

Loving u should be like
getting to know myself
and finding God,
in me.

perfect, powerful, soul rendering, emotive

Instead its like getting caught in a rip tide
at dusk on a lonely beach,
terrifying and tumultuous.

Epiphane 2009